e mërkurë, 8 gusht 2007
updates!
I'm sorry I have not updated in ages, due to the fact i just .. didnt feel literaturely inspired. I just got back from the curve, after having drinks with a few peeps i haven't been able to see in ages : denesh,vincent,zehan,shiv,leroy and hannah. I've seen zamir around of course, spent a night at his recently just talking, watching movies and smoking. Great fun. Seeing those faces really reminded me how much I missed them..especially some of them. Then I just lost my mood for talking and smiling..halfway during the drink session and became quiet.. and left shortly after. I don't know why I acted or felt the way I did.. its just one of those days I guess. or is it? I really don't wanna continue pondering about that. ANYWAY, I can't wait to get back to college. I also can't wait to get out of my house. My parents, particularly my mother has been driving me up the wall recently. Whenever she opens her mouth it's to say something about what I am not, what i should be, what others are, and what would be ideal.. i can never seem to have a normal conversation with her no matter how much i try..Guess i can't blame myself for not really wanting to talk to her. She comes into my room, i go out to the garden. She follows, i go in. Hope she got some kind of message. -.-
e diel, 15 korrik 2007
Thank you.
To all those who wished me happy birthday a week ago, i know its a lil late but its never too late to say thanks ..right.
The first who wished : my aunt. thank you. i know you love me tons and i dont do much in return cept playing truant during church camp and making my mother go bonkers, but thank you.
My dad: you remembered this year. congrats. Mom has yet to wish me though. Thanks for being such a cool dad and warning me against continuing to smoke instead of doing it mom-style.
Zamir: my foos taikor, the most emo guy in HELP college, my lepak partner when everybody disappears, thanks. I appreciate all the meals, foos games u spent me and the times we bonded.
Lester: Thanks for being the Only friend present when the clock hit 12. Known u 7-8 years, never disliked you in anyway and i dont think i will ever even if i try to. You the man.
Jennyung: What can i say man. Despite a fallout, i can't seem to stay away from you. Thanks for being one of the most supportive friends..yet being consistently full of shit..life=wont be the same without you you skinny lil boy of 23. Thanks for the beer.
Rachel: Without you college would be such a drag. Without you i'd have much more headaches ( like literally, since yr a dam good head massager)..and without you i'd be unable to prove that a guy and girl can be such good friends without being more and yet be so much better than a couple, the way we are ;)
Shiv: I think your birthday sms was the longest..i'm glad you regard me as a great friend..but i have to say the opposite about you. No i'm just kidding, like always. Maybe i shud stop..and u'd take me more seriously..maybe. I'm not gonna tell anyone more abt the stunt, so it remains a funny but cool memory. See you at college.
ThebunchofguysfromSamad: Incher,Panda,Josh,Bernard,Edwin,Tony,Liang,Marvin,Jin..anymore? shit there's so many of us..its great how each and every1 of us are from different colleges yet we see each other everyday. To the jenns,tony: thanks for all the rides back..if i had to pay u in petrol cash i probably wouldve been very much indebt. Thanks incher for letting me insult you shamelessly you temperless bitch(sorry). To the rest of you, you guys are my soulmates man. No girl ever gonna replace you fuckers. Gonna love you guys for life. Too many good memories to state. But we all know don't we. and Jin, thank you..for being you.
Hamster: Yes my brother. Long gone were the days we argued til you lost with mum's help. You are so different from me yet I we get along better than most siblings, very grateful for that. Thanks for the birthday Fags.
PuiKar: SORRY! i didnt add you here earlier.. just a slip of my mind because its been a week..you know i still sayang you :p lol. Never quite met another girl like you, so hyper, so gullible..but you can be the best friend ever. We should catch up soon.
Kevindra: You emo indian. Life would never be the same without you because i'd never find someone as hopeless as you when it comes to girls: therefore less laughs. hahah kiddin..Get yourself a car mate. You'd think i'd be sick of you after spending every class every year in high school with you..surprisingly i'm not. You must be special. lol.
Denesh: College hengtai. lol. Thanks for the rides as well. Without you i'd have no one to help me hand up my assignments because i never go for class and fortunately you do. Thanks. You've been a great friend.
Eemay,Nicole,ShiaoJeeng,ChunWai,Waiyi,Petrina,Zuranee,WenFei, Jasmine, Navvii, Zehan, Naveen, Kahar, Nicholas: Even after a week i still remember your wishes. Thank you all...you people fill up everything else.and also thanks Nat and Sarika for the belated wishes..and anyone else i forgot to mention..
The first who wished : my aunt. thank you. i know you love me tons and i dont do much in return cept playing truant during church camp and making my mother go bonkers, but thank you.
My dad: you remembered this year. congrats. Mom has yet to wish me though. Thanks for being such a cool dad and warning me against continuing to smoke instead of doing it mom-style.
Zamir: my foos taikor, the most emo guy in HELP college, my lepak partner when everybody disappears, thanks. I appreciate all the meals, foos games u spent me and the times we bonded.
Lester: Thanks for being the Only friend present when the clock hit 12. Known u 7-8 years, never disliked you in anyway and i dont think i will ever even if i try to. You the man.
Jennyung: What can i say man. Despite a fallout, i can't seem to stay away from you. Thanks for being one of the most supportive friends..yet being consistently full of shit..life=wont be the same without you you skinny lil boy of 23. Thanks for the beer.
Rachel: Without you college would be such a drag. Without you i'd have much more headaches ( like literally, since yr a dam good head massager)..and without you i'd be unable to prove that a guy and girl can be such good friends without being more and yet be so much better than a couple, the way we are ;)
Shiv: I think your birthday sms was the longest..i'm glad you regard me as a great friend..but i have to say the opposite about you. No i'm just kidding, like always. Maybe i shud stop..and u'd take me more seriously..maybe. I'm not gonna tell anyone more abt the stunt, so it remains a funny but cool memory. See you at college.
ThebunchofguysfromSamad: Incher,Panda,Josh,Bernard,Edwin,Tony,Liang,Marvin,Jin..anymore? shit there's so many of us..its great how each and every1 of us are from different colleges yet we see each other everyday. To the jenns,tony: thanks for all the rides back..if i had to pay u in petrol cash i probably wouldve been very much indebt. Thanks incher for letting me insult you shamelessly you temperless bitch(sorry). To the rest of you, you guys are my soulmates man. No girl ever gonna replace you fuckers. Gonna love you guys for life. Too many good memories to state. But we all know don't we. and Jin, thank you..for being you.
Hamster: Yes my brother. Long gone were the days we argued til you lost with mum's help. You are so different from me yet I we get along better than most siblings, very grateful for that. Thanks for the birthday Fags.
PuiKar: SORRY! i didnt add you here earlier.. just a slip of my mind because its been a week..you know i still sayang you :p lol. Never quite met another girl like you, so hyper, so gullible..but you can be the best friend ever. We should catch up soon.
Kevindra: You emo indian. Life would never be the same without you because i'd never find someone as hopeless as you when it comes to girls: therefore less laughs. hahah kiddin..Get yourself a car mate. You'd think i'd be sick of you after spending every class every year in high school with you..surprisingly i'm not. You must be special. lol.
Denesh: College hengtai. lol. Thanks for the rides as well. Without you i'd have no one to help me hand up my assignments because i never go for class and fortunately you do. Thanks. You've been a great friend.
Eemay,Nicole,ShiaoJeeng,ChunWai,Waiyi,Petrina,Zuranee,WenFei, Jasmine, Navvii, Zehan, Naveen, Kahar, Nicholas: Even after a week i still remember your wishes. Thank you all...you people fill up everything else.and also thanks Nat and Sarika for the belated wishes..and anyone else i forgot to mention..
nothing is real til its gone.
A person is judged by the decisions he/she makes. True? I think so. Today is one of those days where I sit back and come to think of the person that is me. Am I where I want to be? Am I the person I think should be? I just had to reject a person, a person whom i believe to have not much significance in my life, only to realize and reflect back on the first sentence of this post. Confused? I nearly am myself. Therefore rather than think with my balls, I preferred to think with the tool that God gave me specifically for Thinking. My brain. At this age, friends are the best and biggest influence in our lives, they're a huge part in my life, bigger than my family..for me at least. Anything more than that, is just a hindrance. So why, God why..do I have feelings for another girl. I, the preacher of anti "onenitism", the loser who has never had a satisfying relationship, plus all the unpleasant experiences coming from the opposite sex, have hit rock bottom. When I reflect back on my life, I guess i've made many many mistakes and I have had to repeatedly tell myself :
Mistakes made me who I am now. I can't say im proud of myself, yet the people around me always seem to think I hold myself in great esteem. so why do I always end up at the same place? I am not misunderstood, nor am I hating life..am I that directionless? If i am, someone save me..I am not sure that this post made much sense, perhaps its just pieces of jargle from my head placed together on an improper jigsaw puzzle. I guess its just the need for me to transfer all those thoughts in my head..
e diel, 8 korrik 2007
Review: Transformers
Last night, I finally got the chance to watch the eagerly anticipated movie of the summer : transformers. Even though the cinema was almost sold out, I bought a single ticket for myself and joined a friend who already had one in the cinema. To be honest, when the movie was first introduced, long before it was released, I didn't think much of robots saving the world. I thought it would be another ruining of a once-popular franchise i.e.: hulk, the punisher.. However, when it was released every person I knew who came back from the movies after watching it gave it nothing but the thumbs up, increasing my curiosity. In the end I just had to watch it to see what the fuss is all about.
Well the fuss is this: This show KICKS ass. Better than all the "3"s. (spiderman, shrek,..) Despite a very limited story line, the director Michael Bay managed to give us 2 and a half hours of eye opening scenes. The CGI graphics-amazing would be an understatement. Even some of the lines were funny. The acting was surpringly well done, coupled with the action scenes of giant robots going at it in a city, destroying buildings and killing innocents made this a show not easily forgotten. Not to mention Megan Fox (wooooooo..). She would catch the eye of anyone who had a penis. Anyway. over all its one of the "must-watch"es of the summer, if not the best. CHECK IT OUT!
pros: the graphics-jaw dropping. Structure's good as well, will keep you on the edge of yr seat for most of the show. Recommended to be watched in the cinema for the full effect of the movie, not on some crummy DVD.
cons: a storyline that is limited and leaves a few questions..but the action rate is so quick you wouldn't care anyway. 4/5!
Well the fuss is this: This show KICKS ass. Better than all the "3"s. (spiderman, shrek,..) Despite a very limited story line, the director Michael Bay managed to give us 2 and a half hours of eye opening scenes. The CGI graphics-amazing would be an understatement. Even some of the lines were funny. The acting was surpringly well done, coupled with the action scenes of giant robots going at it in a city, destroying buildings and killing innocents made this a show not easily forgotten. Not to mention Megan Fox (wooooooo..). She would catch the eye of anyone who had a penis. Anyway. over all its one of the "must-watch"es of the summer, if not the best. CHECK IT OUT!
pros: the graphics-jaw dropping. Structure's good as well, will keep you on the edge of yr seat for most of the show. Recommended to be watched in the cinema for the full effect of the movie, not on some crummy DVD.
cons: a storyline that is limited and leaves a few questions..but the action rate is so quick you wouldn't care anyway. 4/5!
e premte, 6 korrik 2007
Pwned.
Today....was a fine day. Exams are over. Free time is here. I celebrated my freedom by taking part in The One Foosball challenge in OU..I wasn't too optimistic about it to be honest because the event i joined would be full of gay pros. Needless to say with my luck, me and zamir (my partner) drew one of the gayest opponents of them all..and they appeared in the large forms of Ikhi and Boboy(i think thats how its spelt) and during the match, me being me, having trouble with nerves as usual, didn't help things. So you can guess what happened.
Well yeah. A celebration indeed. I've decided i'l try to temporarily stop foos, at least for a few days..too much of anything can be bad for you..
e mërkurë, 4 korrik 2007
e martë, 3 korrik 2007
"I won't break"
is finally completed. The first of Aural Joint's upcoming 3 tracks which are scheduled for joint release, sounds horrible. However, mixing has not been done, and it'l probably sound really much much better-without JD's singing. His part in the backup vocals destroyed the entire song in my opinion after hearing it on my own system. In his studio, with the nice big posh speakers everything sounded nice. What a con. No offense to him though, he actually CAN sing. Damn its 5 in the morning, recording really kills time. Great experience though.. Malaysia needs more serious music-makers. I'd encourage anyone who is reading this that has some musical talent exploit it. Those who don't, well.. keep supporting the local music industry. It is still in it's fledgling stage and will need everybody's support. The next track scheduled for recording would be "fly", and will commence in exactly a week's time. Besides this, today was the first day of my semester finals, it went pretty well i guess. After thursday 10 a.m., I'l be free to pursue life's leisures for 40-or-so days. Not. I have to find a job. Any recommendations?
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